dear life,
this song represent wut i xactly feel rite now..
If I Ain't Got You
by Alicia Keys
Some people live for the fortune
Some people live just for the fame
Some people live for the power yeah
Some people live just to play the game
Some people think that the physical things
Define what's within
I've been there before
But that life's a bore
So full of the superficial
Some people want it all
But I don't want nothing at all
If it ain't you baby
If I ain't got you baby
Some people want diamond rings
Some just want everything
But everything means nothing
If I ain't got you
Some people search for a fountain
Promises forever young
Some people need three dozen roses
And that's the only way to prove you love them
Hand me a world on a silver platter
And what good would it be?
With no one to share, with no one who truely cares for me
Some people want it all
But I don't want nothing at all
If it ain't you baby
If I ain't got you baby
Some people want diamond rings
Some just want everything
But everything means nothing
If I ain't got you
Some people want it all
But I don't want nothing at all
If it ain't you baby
If I ain't got you baby
Some people want diamond rings
Some just want everything
But everything means nothing
If I ain't got you
If I ain't got you with me baby
Nothing in this whole wide world don't mean a thing
If I ain't got you with me baby
Im stil stuck in a moment..in a rut mungkin, been listening to NKOTB song back to back this past few days i had a good cry. a couple of episodes actually.i like it.i need it. sumtimes i feel im addicted to sadness, loneliness n drama.i think i like my days to b dark and gloomy.pelik gak.i chose to feel this way.happines is juz round da corner but cam boring bein happy. boley ke ape camtu?right this moment.i dun feel like goin out sein frens or in a crowd.. bein with ppl or go to places. i find solace in my room n juz bein with my family. im glad afta the "parang incident" i did not rebelled n walk out on my family.haha, wut a nite..a rush of adrenalin.ahhhhhh..wut a bliss sumtimes to b so reckless and young.it seems so ridiculous at that time. yes i do like drama but malas nak berdrama panjang2 ngn family.boring je nak risaukan mak bapak.
i tot i like living in a life yg hebat ..life yg elaborate, starry eyed..but as i grew older all i want is simplicity in life.with the occasional drama of course.more importantly to juz be with him..yesss nobody else..juz HIM anyway its been nearly few days I didnt hear his voice...miss skit lah but oklahh..
Tuhan masih sayang kat i....MAHA HEBATNYA tuhan..im goin with the flow skang..take it one day at a time.
"..the worst pain of all is the end of hope.." -movie Alexander the Great
yea i masih tak loose hope n still wants him ..but mayb i dun need him dat muc.lust-luv lah kut.tapi this time around with certain conditions lah sumhow wont giv up on him.a bad boy.hook on him.u r blinded.yea, i am blinded rite now tapi masih pikir praktikal.
anyway im not interested on da day to day happenings in my life. only interested bout my so called "luv life" career wise's good nvr been better , money wise..ok..health wise skit problem but i can handle it..spiritual wise...hmmm...boleh lagi dibaiki..family wise..ok je
move on, move on
shout out to grllll power!banyak my g.frens yg achieved banyak benda positif in their life ths past few weeks (kecuali getting married la)..they seem to b sgt happy..hidup ni bukan ke roda n they r on top skang..im so tumpang happy!so muc +ve energy around me..ive been so blessed..bukan ke?tolonglah sedar..x regrets yzziii..ingat tu
will be doin lot of travelling in 2 weeks time rite up to bulan posa cant wait to get out frm KL..tunggu green light ja then im off to a greener pasture!(hopefully) dun worry yzzi everything will juz falls in perfectly..ull c
ps/ keciknya Bigmac n colonel burger KFC skang...sabar je aku (yea tengah mkn both burgers skang..wut a big appetite huh)
pps/ amboi daria banyak ja org blanja hang makan..bile time aku neh?and ko mesti rasa skali mandi bawah kepala shower sebesar bola tu k??
