Saturday, April 15, 2006

tak kuatnya

update:

dear life,

yaaa tuhannn..kuatkan lah semangat ku ini. he juz called me. i told him wut i did. "keep it up" he said.when communications of any sorts STOPS.everything STOPS

thrs no turning back
im moving forward
plz giv me strength

wuts the use?why bother?i dun need it!i dun wan any drama!i wont take it!i wanna b free!

takut.sgt takut.plz let it b over cepat

the end or is it?

its over...plz God let it all b over


we have been thro a lot, havent we?
u and the "others"

dear life,
its THE END...

rasa cam2 je
i need this space as a "healing platform" for me juz to tell. juz to tell u how i feel inside. so muc things to tell n yet no one to listen.to really listen. n understand. mmg heartbroken. walau tak sehebat X. but this guy is sumthin.truly.

he s consistent.he wants me more.he needs me more.we cried.we laugh.its simple really.but mayb im the one making it so complicated.havent i gave enuff?sum things mayb tak.but i make it up.bukan ke?i want my old self back.x kisah.ade hepi.ade x.but dats me.i havent moved 4ward.i tot relationships makes u better.whole.makes u dream more.strive more.happier.learning and living ur life.but i guess dats not the case. mana silap.aku silap?kalau begitu...

aku bukan dicipta untk memberi cinta.takmo lagi mencari cinta.takmo lagi.adeke cinta?is thr suc thing as cinta?all crap!been thr done that.manis hanya sekejap.terlalu kejap.
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" In a club.im drunk.juz spend rm300 on booze.u MAKE me"

its alwiz been my fault.from day 1

im givin up on u J
im givin up on u YZZI

at the back of my mind.i wan it to work.or do i?i dun knw wut i want.really.tak dpt lagi jawapan tu.camne nak cari jawapan?whr to start?

questions upon questions.no answer yg pasti.

?????

as for now.juz let me b.yeah.u hear me.LET ME B