:-(

Dear Life,

emotional roller coaster le...kejap relationship kami baik then tak baik..pastu reda balik then gaduh balik.
im really moody this evening sum bapak budak harassed my staff by calling us nak expediate what he wants. dah lah semalam datang opis all da way from JB semata2 nak layan karenah anak biatch dia.things we can settle cepat dan simple but he makes it WORST.

remember we are ONE -WHOLE-UNITE -NOBODY CAN SPOIL OUR DAY--->>kata2 Madam.

nangis dalam hati skang. so i trus called S nak mengadu and yeah masa tu hati masih panas so "ter" marah dia skali. I ngaku its a habit of mine. once marah org suma org dekat i kena skali. he layaned me and blabbered sumthing to cool me down. then tetibe dia bukak crita lain.tak tau ke dia isu i blum habis. i cant juz let it go dgn cepat...but come onnn..dats wut guys r for!bfren for that matter..u turn to them when u ade problem spy dia tenangkan balik jiwa kita kan?K macam tu dulu..aku marah2 psl org lain buat hal..dia marah skali ngan aku.dia slalu kata i lemah tak pandai nak gaduh ngan org.dun like dat biatch/bstrd get away...n i trus bleh cool down.seingat aku.

sumbody said to me tday. its better we start off a relationship as friends rather than lovers trus. coz we will not fully understand who is our significant other really is.guess its tru.S told me he still doesnt knw me dat well.of all the things in the world rite now. I need a bf who can be a real fren.....

TAK BOLEH.CANNOT.ITS IMPOSSIBLE...skang ni or forever camtu kut

He told me he dun knw wut to do or say when i confide in him...or cam marah2 ngadu kat dia. defensive le u ni S. im not mad at u ..i want u to listen n bagi cadangan yg BERNAS then lavish me with sayang, hugs and kisses!

for the time bein, S i taknak ckp ngn u ..walaupun nak baca ur sms .nak u pujuk i.yeahhh nak u pujuk i ..tu jaaaaa...:(

taknak ungkit. n yea i marah2 kat u tak puas hati kat u ..but i sayang kat u ..hati ni dh sayangg...n mayb no turning back:(

anyway,

oklah nak pi Tupai-Tupai ade function ngn lina kitaowng gamble pi sana ikut bas yg shuttle the students

ps/ Daria???hmmm...i dun hv much to say but LET IT B..i knw its hard (aku pun susah nak let certain things b) but u gotta do dat..